Monday, February 28, 2005
Although the stress and strain of lifeMy thread of faith may break,The cable of His faithfulnessNo storm can ever shake. -AnonYAY!!! so happy that I actually got
15 points for O levels!!!
PRAISE THE LORD!!!This time it is really God man... I mean its like my prelim results were like 26 points la and I never got a C5 even for my geography but I actually got A2!!!
Yup I shall list down everything I got other than the Oral since its useless...
English - B4
Combined Humanities - D7
Geography - A2
Mathematics - A2
Additional Mathematics - A1
Chemistry - B3
Biology - B3
Chinese - B4
Ya although I dun really have alot of As or what but for my standard I'm pretty satisfied! REally thank God for this man... but now the big headache. where to go?
"They could find no charge or fault, because he was faithful." -Daniel 6:4
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Thursday, February 24, 2005
A heartfelt tear can show our loveAs words never do;It says, "I want to share your pain-My heart goes out to you." -D. De Haanhey sorry again for not updating... things are a little crazy and low this few weeks...
Other than my Time Alone With God hasn't been so well, I kinda feel that my faith may just go even lower than before. Sometimes I think I'm a hypocrite. Yesterday something bad happened in my family and I really got to say this out, not that I'm washing my dirty linen in public but I dun wan to keep it inside.
My father came home drunk again as usual, giving his speech on the religious and even racial problems that has been going on for years in my family. To cut the long story short, he's not happy with me being Christian and working in KFC. He's not happy with my sister's working/studying habits which gets her to work until wee hours. He's not happy with my brother playing the com all day all night. He's not happy with my mom being a Christian and trying to win the rest of the family over. So using the beer to drown his sorrows, he just got even more mad at people, especially my sis and mom. So when my sis answers him back which is very typical of her, He gets mad and just slaps her continuously, even almost strangled her... I tried to hold him back but can't. it was only when my mom came down then my sis got a chance to run upstairs into the room. After that he began talking to me about my so called 'low' job and wants me to quit. then started asking my mom what's her motive in playing all those Christian songs. and on and on and on...
I'm really sick and tired of this kind of life. sometimes I myself also don't know which is the real me, the quiet one at home, the crazy one in church, or the talkative one at school. All I know is that I really want things to change for good. My mom wants me to quit my job cos she's afraid that I'll be the next one since my older brother has gotten bashed in the face before. I want to talk to someone about it but it seems that nobody is around...
"Weep with those who weep." -Romans 12:15
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