Sunday, January 22, 2006
i am so sick and tired.
sometimes i wish i could be like the both of them. shrug responsibilities away. but no. i'm not gonna be like them.
I'm the third in the family. but sometimes i just don't understand why i'm acting like the oldest one in the family. my maid had an minor accident today. so my mom went with her to the hospital to give her a thorough check-up in case of any concussions or whatever.
so we have to settle dinner ourselves. my brother who is suppose to be the best in cooking, chose to continue to play his computer game and my sister who can also do cooking just rattled on at him.
fine. i'll cook. then we have to go downstairs to buy somemore food. my brother doesn't want to, my sister started screaming at him for not doing anything. so i went down.
after that i also washed the dishes and all since i just can't stand the mess.
i feel like telling my sister, "how different are you from him? if you really cared, you wouldn't waste your time screaming and fighting with him and just go down and buy the food. simple."
the two of them keep having the mindset of "why me?!"
can't they just get that selfish thought out of their head?
.lost.`@ 7:28 AM
Thursday, January 12, 2006
just got to blog about this.
today yixian didn't turn up in school after her birthday that gave her the right to do whatever she wanted in class. maybe cos i missed her, or i just didn't have anyone else to fight and vent my anger on, practically everyone said i was pms-ing.
anyway, it was fun not having yixian around cos i don't have to fight with her for you-know-who. but i just treat him as eye-candy not like her so serious lor.
after lessons wanted to mug but went to novena with kenny and ash for pizza instead. and the best thing happened: kenny treat us both!
so nice right! =) i shall be nice to you and teach you whatever i know. but you better ask ash the chao mugger. i'm just an amaetur.
.lost.`@ 3:59 AM
Friday, January 06, 2006
last night was crazy.
ever since the start of the year, i've been telling myself that i must make it a point to study everyday and do my homework promptly. less than 3 days and i'm pressurizing myself.
anyway, after trying so hard to finish as much of the maths holiday assignment as i could, we went to crash the orientation finale. it was hard to let down our hair initially, but after drinking a bit, i finally got high while yixian got more tired. she actually gets tired from drinking like on new year's eve.
we grooved to the beat with the rest of the ogls which was really fun. (ian was there!) kinda regretted not joining ogl. but who cares, cos we got to go for lessons without missing out on the most fun part of the orientation. in the end, i guess we benefitted the most.
now i'm having major muscle aches. also thanks to the 3km jog we had to do in preparation for the school's jog-a-thon.
ok. gotta go back to studying. tomorrow got to go for some dance concert. running out of time!
.lost.`@ 11:12 PM
