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Tuesday, March 22, 2005

Each day we learn from yesterday
Of God's great love and care;
And every burden we must face
He'll surely help us bear. -D. De Haan

so irritated today...
me, charm and yingmin were at jasmine's house after school to go help out her mom make chocolates for this WMD thing at great world city today for free. it was for the upper class people going to watch the premieres of Miss Congeneality 2. so fun could make chocolates.
When we got there we saw tay ping hui so shuai in person! no wonder wei ling so in love with him la... anyways the person in charge got 2 free tickets ready at first for us which cost $100 each. but there was the four of us right.. so jasmine the great decided to hint to the person that she can't abandon her other 2 frens and hope that she will try to let all of us go in to watch the show. but before jasmine could say a word, charmaine spoke what she shouldn't have, "We got other plans." the rest of us were like WHAT OTHER PLANS DO WE HAVE? so pissing la, letting the tickets slip past our fingers... our arteries were gonna burst. why is she not blurr when she's supposed to be? sigh.

"Do not worry about your life, what you will eat; nor about the body, what you put on." Luke 12:22

.lost.`@ 11:55 PM

Sunday, March 13, 2005

My faith has found a resting place -
Not in device nor creed:
I trust the Ever-living One -
His wounds for me shall plead. -Edmunds

yay so glad yesterday went to meet up with my platoon!!!
Me, jasmine, yenling, amanda and shoulian went out at orchard to eat and catch a movie before the annual CO night. It's really really comforting to know that the platoon will always be behind me no matter what... although we lost contact for the few months after school, or after NCC ended, we could still talk and talk and talk at the restuarant. didn't really talk about ncc at all, just talked about how we were doing in the new jcs, all the funny happenings there, how we missed each other and how our platoon will ALWAYS be the best!!! YES, my platoon has always been very thick-skinned.
went to watch M-18 show called Woodsman. lucky I look very mature or else we won't be able to get in... anyway the show was quite ok, but I dun really like seeing those r-rated parts. Shoulian so disgusting la! she was running to and back from the toilet excitely because she was very aroused by the show... I am speechless. when someone asks you to sit on his/her lap, don't. Carmen really showed how relaxed she is in front of us by burping loudly at the busstop after her flag selling. sigh the good old days...
I must say I didn't enjoy the CO night cos the presentations were super lame. the cadets got no fresh ideas on how to end their story so everyone ends up dying. I will still go for it anyway cos the only fun part is to see my platoon. nothing else. wanted to stay overnight but never bring clothes so saddly we all have to part... but I really enjoyed myself, just seeing them really makes me count my blessings over and over again. Thank God for you people, or else I wouldn't even know how I would go through secondary school life. Love you guys man!!

"Have faith in God." -Mark 11:22

.lost.`@ 8:34 AM

Saturday, March 05, 2005

Though oft our spirits long to rise
And bask in heavenly realms above,
The Lord has placed us here on earth
To live for Him - to serve, to love. -D. De Haan

yay so fun yesterday! Kenneth and I organised a bbq at his place with the help of daphne and melvin! woah we, or should I say I, spent about $150 for the bbq la but in the end not all the stuff was eaten finished. we all pon our chinese and pe lessons together and the 4 of us with yiwei and pinky went to his house to prepare first.
Kenny's dog bear is sososo super cute and 'guai' la!! It's a fighting dog so it's ears are cut off and when kenny points at it and say 'bang!' it will lie on the ground and act dead! so cute lor! stupid kenneth bluff me again. he told me bear was very small which was so not true la... evil!
yesterday must really thank tintin cos if it wasnt for him who so meticulously build the house to start the fire and told me to buy the honey, the food wouldn't have tasted so nice! I have to say that he is very good in bbq-ing the food!! lucky I went to 'steal' some of his skills! Sigh, I think tintin is the only one I can actually talk to in depth... although we don't really spend much time together, but I feel comfortable talking to him. but he so evil never take pic with the class now got no photo of him to keep when he gets out of yjc... *sniff*
So silly vanessa and jiaming bully me again... just because I cut off the 'chao ta' part of the sausage I bbq-ed for kenneth then say I'm in love with him lor. so idiotic. I also got cut off for pinky and yiwei ok... I can't help myself for being so caring to others dun wan them to get cancer! somemore people already got girlfren so cannot anyhow say-say k... see la. make the two of us so awkward. sigh.

"God has chosen the weak things of the world to put to shame the things which are mighty." - Corinthians 1:27

.lost.`@ 8:39 PM