Wednesday, December 14, 2005
sigh. i can't wait for my mom to get her pay so she can give me money to shop for christmas.
i also can't wait for ash to return. not just becos i miss him, but i also miss yixian and kenny and everyone. so when he comes back on the 15th or 17th we can all meet up!
and i think i better hurry settle my debts before the new year. collect money from people who owe me and return money to people i borrowed from.
going wild wild wet again on sat. sorry gotta skip yas and go for sunday service instead. gathering with my platoonmates more important since we dun meet that often.
been wanting to find a job but dun like working all alone. what do i do.
.lost.`@ 12:05 PM
Monday, December 05, 2005
alright, so my hair didn't turn out as bad as i thought it would be.
after a while, my hair became more wavy in a natural way.
but enough of my hair.
i decided not to continue with my job. its too weird to work for relatives. so now i'm jobless. so there. jasmine's prediction came true after all. she said i couldn't last for 2 weeks.
i seriously need a job. my mom was scolding my sis and i suddenly realised i should settle my debts fast. i need to pick up the habit of saving. i'm spending money like water.
besides, i owe amanda too much. and i shouldn't take her for granted just becos she doesn't come after me. who knows how often we will keep in contact anyways in future. whatever the reason, i don't want her to remember me as someone who owed her money.
i promise you dada!
.lost.`@ 10:22 AM
