lost.*

the lost soul.

+simone aw
+nineteen
+twenty-third june
+NUS science
+YJC
+SCGS
+reading swimming myMP3
+Fila bag


birthdays

daphne 06.01.86
james 11.01.87
amin 25.02.91
carmen 27.03.88
shoulian 28.03.88
tin 29.03.88
yuenshein 30.03.88
yenling 24.04.88
ken 25.05.87
ash 28.05.88
mich 02.07.88
van 25.09.88
jasmine 29.09.88
grace 02.10.88
felicia 10.12.88
amanda 19.12.88


flashbacks

February 2005 March 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 March 2007 October 2007 May 2008 October 2008

dandelions

kenny
ash
yixian
kevin
james
fifi
yinghui
popiah
124
amanda
sadistgayjeenyus
sccell
newcell
jasmine
shoulian
yingmin
travellers
simone.me.

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lost.

status: dying.bored.dead.
Tuesday, November 29, 2005

today went to watch movie just like heaven in the morning with kenny, mel, yangthong & popiah.
stupid kenneth got us to meet at 10am cos he has to go work at 3 later. super tired after my mahjong session last night...
the movie was dumb. seriously. don't watch it unless you like old clique romantic movies. and i personally dun really believe in spirits or what-nots. but it you're the kind that doesn't go for the plot by all means watch it.
took neoprints. which was what i hoped for. can build up my collection! (remember i lost some neoprints in the past) so it was good. yixian came along. with her pierce shirt and shorts. and we met some of her juniors in pasta mania.
yup after that i went home, got a call from jasmine to meet her at j8 again.
why?
becos she wants to buy coffee bean.
so as always, we buy our drinks, sat down and talk. she would drink finish first, then we walk around with me holding the drink in one hand and her laptop in another, looking for shirts we are going to buy. but we never buy anything cos i always tell her i've got no money.
come to think of it, the words "no money" are in the widely used section of my vocab. i better get another job since i'm free this week. and i've decided to skip all dance pracs during the holis. yoona and other better dancers can take care of the competition.
i know its evil of me to be lazy, but i really don't want to care about cca anymore. i shouldn't have taken up any right from the start. sigh.
oh ya. i can't believe i fell for it when jasmine said ny's called big apple becos it takes the shape of an apple.
yes i know you agree with me for my stupidity.


.lost.`@ 10:10 PM


Monday, November 28, 2005

this is to ash.
what do you mean by "better treat kenny & yixian properly or the consequences are undesirable"?
I always treat them very un-properly meh?
I super nice to them lor! although maybe they dun think so...
but why you care so much? if they choose to cut me off not your business wad.
anyways take care la. come back safely or else i'll lose someone to fight with.

i can't sleep!!
sigh.


.lost.`@ 2:10 AM


Sunday, November 20, 2005

went for 5pm service instead of yas last night cos i wanted to go amirah's house with the rest at night. sort of like visiting for hari raya.
finished my service pretty early so i walked around amk by myself. the place there so messy but got a lot of shops so i think i dun mind going there some time if i'm sick and tired of my "di pan" bishan.
first time i was actually early cos nair told me to meet at 740pm when the actual time was at 8. so evil la in the end kenneth was the one super late. next time better pull the same trick on him. =P
at amirah's house we talked and eat then played with their gerbils outside their house. super cute la! they are like a combi of squirrels and hamsters and rats. they wanted to watch harry potter but no show at the area so we went yixians house.
didn't really do much there.. everyone was mostly reading fhms and fiddling with her desktop pic. lao shi's picture really gives people the creepy feeling. we tried to prank call mao using different phones but failed cos we keep bursting out in laughter. especially ASH! gave everything away. hmmph.
we played with her sparklers on the way. someone almost murdered kenny by throwing her sparkler at him. sigh too bad missed him. kidding!
by the time we left no more bus service already. went to macs that was open 24/7. but couldn't stay to grab a bite. my mom complaining already so had to walk all the way home. luckily i live nearby, or else i would be stranded.


.lost.`@ 11:38 AM


Sunday, November 13, 2005

ok. suddenly felt like blogging about my platoon dinner.
It felt really super great to see everyone! well everyone except vanessa cos she got o levels.
everyone seems to have not much change. its like time went back to when we were still in scgs.
who shall i start with...
carmen still the same old bossy-but-in-a-likable-way person, seems to become more boyish probably due to touch rugby. we were like evaluating her when she was talking to her fren, she seems... flatter. and she so skinny still on some diet due to some rugby competition coming up.
kaiqian same but she seems to have a sudden fettish for pink. she was like pink all over. still very ah-ma and scandalous with yenling. the two of them still so bickerish in the lovey-dovey way. yenling looks like some biker chick now cos her dressing more girly. but when it comes to the dining table and her actions, its same old barbaric her. =)
felicia took off her braces look nicer =P still with her guzheng and she still loves purple. mich leh same chor-lor woman. dun understand why i can talk to her more comfortably when in a platoon. if only 2 of us we barely say a word.
as for amanda jasmine and shoulian the people i meet most often, still normal la. but amanda has been a bit more touchy-feely than usual. shoulian still wearing op.
had loads of fun just eating and drinking and chatting. went fish & co. and coffee bean. spent quite a bit but ok la since we ordered to share all together.
oh i'm falling in love with them over and over again more each time!
miss you guys! *muacks*


.lost.`@ 8:11 AM


Friday, November 11, 2005

sigh. first time i pon school... usually i will only be late.
i had a super weird dream. i went out with ash and kenny and yixian for lunch and we were about to go watch movie when i realised i was late for meeting my other group of frens. my handphone cut right so i ask them to lend me theirs. but all 3 of them so evil dun wan to lend me. so they went for the movie without me and i was left stranded there.
actually come to think of it now, it may not be all that weird after all. all 3 of them do have that capability to do that to me.
oh well.
how am i to go out today without a cent on me? i asked my mom to give me money but i think she was too busy scolding my maid for tearing her blouse to remember that. wait for my dad to come home.or else have to borrow.
i must go out today! very important.


.lost.`@ 12:18 PM


Friday, November 04, 2005

youngsters today are just plain WEIRD.
on the way home i was sitting in the bus and there were a few roudy boys making lots of shit noise.
all of the sudden they threw a small paper towards me which landed on my bag and bounced off. so i just ignore and pretend i didn't see anything.
when another paper came flying over i felt so pissed i wanted to to turn around and shout at them and ask them to get their shit butts off the stupid bus or i'll kick them out myself.
then they keep saying 'xiao mei mei hello. turn around leh.'
ME? xiao mei mei? i think i'm actually older than them. can't they see the hideous jc uniform i'm wearing?
lucky i was reaching my stop. when i got up they were like 'bye bye'-ing me.
what is the world coming to? how can they actually try to 'da shan' someone in public, broad daylight, and with such a crowd on the bus.
oh my.


.lost.`@ 6:51 PM