Sunday, September 25, 2005
typical sunday of mine.
suppose to go study at the cc but dunno why always wake up later than usual.
so no space! the muggers that go there are also kiasu people. their body not there their books on the table. sigh.
so went to mos burger like last week. but dunno why today during lunch hour the person chased us away. last week never leh how come?
we wanted to eat lunch there somemore. hmmph chase us out we go other place eat!
while eating we called charm to tell her we going her house to study since we are so unwanted. then we invited kaixin along without charm knowing. =P
but it was fun la... studied in her brother's room. and as usual i made myself at home, anyhow fiddle and touch the guitar, the books, cds, etc. and we made charm go buy chips for us as we had a craving for sour cream lays and cheese ruffles. =) and her father made dinner for us when we all had to go home to eat. keep feeding us with food. but his chicken wings are good :) comparable to meeting place's one.
went home to celebrate dion's birthday in advance. ten already my cute little brother!
better sleep.
.lost.`@ 11:30 PM
saturday. what did i do??
oh ya. woke up late for pw meeting. went to school library to do the editting, then did some homework before i had to abandon ash for tuition.
didn't really do much there la... she was going through organic chem and i started to doze off.but last day la so who cares! =P
walked to neuton mrt then take a bus from there to church. wanted to study there but by that time i then realise we were going for youth service at 5 instead of 5.30pm. sigh.. shouldn't have kept missing cell.
maurice was suppose to wear our shirt!! but he has to serve so must wear formal shirt... next week must wear! =)
sliver rain concert was great! probably because we went for youth service before that so we were quite high for God. it did prepare our hearts to engage in worship... actually kind of miss youth service. its like you can just dance for God so outwardly but in young adult service cos got more matured people so we can't go up to the altars.. but during the concert we didn't let our seats confine our movements we just danced and expressed our joy and love for Him!!
so happy! after that we went down to celebrate more rice b'day and i congratulated him for the 5th time? yup he was so irritated =P and andre smashed cake on him!
finally persuaded moo to go for supper since its her rest and revival day. our fan tong was being lamer as usual. but our cell seems quite segregated during supper.. maybe cos its been a really long time since we ate due to promos.
walked home with mauricie. my cousin song yu came. we watched the korean drama. eat dinner. sleep.
.lost.`@ 1:44 AM
Friday, September 23, 2005
in relationships of all kinds,
some people give, some people take.
but it makes me think, wouldn't it be unfair for the people who give to give all the time?
why can't the people who are so used to taking learn to give once in a while.
most people think that its always beneficial to take but without even trying, how would they know that giving is not that bad after all.
I feel that you'll learn more by giving.
i give all the time and i may get upset by that fact once in a while, but i'm okay with giving actually. its nice to see people receiving happily.
right. why did i even make all this up?
man i'm bored. have been mugging all week! destressing now with this weird post.
.lost.`@ 9:07 PM
***The Keys to Your Heart***
You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.
Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.
In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.
What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
http://www.blogthings.com/keystoyourheartquiz/
.lost.`@ 6:29 AM
Sunday, September 18, 2005
helloz. went to meet kenny and yoona and james. supposed to be there for lunch but woke up late.
anyways i just watch them eat then had to go for tuition. james also.
when i went back to meet the two of them at starbucks felt super weird la. like i'm tagging along on their date. so extra..
went to play at the arcade then ash came! saved me from the awkwardness.
skipped cell again to study with them. yvette gonna scold me already i think its like the second time.. but didn't study much la. and ash was walking in and out to photocopy stuff. heck. i'm better off studying alone. and not at novena. novena's bad.
went for church after that. wished maurice happy birthday in advance. =) got curfew so couldn't eat with them... boring day la overall. thanks to kenny. -_-
can't wait for the sliver rain concert next sat!!
.lost.`@ 12:04 PM
Saturday, September 17, 2005
today went for the mooncake festival celebration. was performing some chinese dance which i think turned out quite bad. cos the lights suddenly went off for a while and the moment it did, all 5 of us were cheering and talking like nobody's business. luckily the audience weren't sitting so near us.
after that we went to change and wanted to go out for supper. oh ya, kenny and ash gave me a card and flower. so sweet thanks. yoo na got one specially from kenny. in the card he said the teddy bear represented him, so all of us were using the lightstick to poke the bear and do voodoo on it =) but yoona was protecting it like it was her life. =P
then we decided to go thomson for roti prata but it was too far so daps couldn't go. think she was pissed with us. again. sigh... down there we were taking up their tables to wait for james, abidah and kenny. the uncle got quite irritated cos we were sitting there not ordering for a super long time. and when kenny came, yoona had to go so they went off to buy macs since we all didn't eat lunch and dinner. abidah was lost and james had to go look for her. so me and ash and yixian had to silently walk off the roti prata house to go to macs. felt so bad.
went to eat at macs and chatted for a while. abidah took so small bites of their food. when she left, her burger was not even half eaten. yixian asked kenny to help her frens buy beer and she extorted one can from them. so the 4 of us poured the beer into the cup from macs to drink. dun like beer tastes weird.
wanted to take a bus homebut kenny wanted to walk and talk. so i suggested we walk in my house direction since i got curfew. quite relaxing to just walk and chat about nothing in particular... although a few times the two of them tried to push me out to the road when there were cars but i know they too nice to kill. . =) in the end they had to take a cab home which cost ash about $20. super ex.
.lost.`@ 1:10 AM
Friday, September 16, 2005
sigh. tired.
got the mooncake festival celebration. had to do the less than 3 mins dance. but its quite screwed up cos we were talking like nobody's business when the lights went off for a while. adn the stage felt like it would crash anytime. after that went to eat supper at thomson roti prata house. yixian had to sit with her other frens so left me ash and yoo na waiting for james and kenny and abidah to come. abidah was like lost, james and kenny were on their way and yoona had to leave already without ordering. like some dramatic movie scene star-crossed lovers.. but kenny made it in time so yoo na had to leave when they came. in the end we sat there taking up their space for almost an hour but we didn't eat there. went macs instead.
yixian's frens asked kenny to help them buy beer and yixian extorted one can from them, poured it out in the empty macs cup and drink from there. tasted weird.
after that kenny and ash and i wanted to walk and talk so i suggested walking in my house's direction =) easier for me. so indirectly they walked me home. although it was indirect but i still thought it would be better to thank them. but in the end they were like "dun make us sound so nice k, we weren't walking you home." fine la. i'm the extra one trying to fake up a good impression of you two. sheesh.
.lost.`@ 6:50 AM
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
today has been fun!
lessons went on as usual.. talked to yoona for a while during pe then went for gp. david brought the present we gave him but the colour looks super wrong. i think the colour suits kenny better. =P
bio lesson had to go in pairs and i almost had to pair with mao shen!!!! luckily yixian and daps saved me from him. *whew*
sometimes i feel quite weird. like i'm always the extra one between yixian and daps and ash and kenny. should be a loner. nah. got the 4 of them more fun =)
after the student dialogue we had extra maths lesson. and kenny was playing pictionary. he drew a corn, wrote a chinese word 'ni' and a army tank. and i took so long to realise that it was connie tang.
after maths went to look for yoona in the library cos we were suppose to do dance. but she so lazy tell me she'll just learn tomorrow. president some more. sigh.
after kenny went off for a birthday party with just a small chlorets in hand as the present, yoona just went BERSERK! she was busy smsing and laughing about the overhead bridge issue and ash going for tuition at bishan. and we found her secret diary. but it was written in korean so we are conspiracying against her to get wai rui to translate for us at dance tomorrow. *winks*
i certainly think she has more fun with us than kenny. must be because of ash.
we took a cab together to bishan, dropping the super off ash at the macs behind the school. i was sitting at the back in between yoona and sarah. feel so weird between two koreans (nothing nationalist) but at least they talked in english. that i can understand. chatted about kenny, james and a bit of ash. then talked about other stuff.
we all dropped off together at junction8 supposed to take bus back together but i had to meet my fren for a short while. so they left first. and in the end my fren said meet another day. whatever. waste time.
super fun but never do finish any revision!! must start to mug now.
.lost.`@ 9:29 AM
Saturday, September 10, 2005
was woken up by kenny at 11am. me and ash had to rush down to united square starbucks to meet him but in the end, he and james were late. what the *toot*.
sigh meet then for a while then had to go for chem tuition. luckily she went though the chapters i revised. so i'm not lost in it.
after tuition went back to see them. james left already so the three of us walked around united square before going town to buy some book. for the first time kenny was broke. i had to pay for his lunch first and ash had to pay for his neoprint.
went taka to eat lunch. when we finally found a seat, the fire alarm went off and there was some announcement telling us not to panic and to evacuate or something. but we were too busy eating to even bother moving our butts. sigh. and we called yoona to tell her and she was all panicky for us telling us to quickly get out of the building! so sorry to make you worry. =P
after that went to far east to take neoprint. it was a total disaster! didn't know what to pose and all.. only a few came out right. and most crazy of all was when kenny tried the smugging effect on ash and my face he laughed so hard he just fell on the floor!! everyone was just starring at us!our pics design was really lousy as kenny continued laughing at his perfect piece of art, me refusing to do anything cos i suck at designing and the pen ash was using was spoilt so he couldn't really design anything either. most fun experience in all my neoprint taking though! =P
after that we went 7-11 to buy big gulp. the ice dispenser wasn't working. we had to put the cup there for 1 min to get a few ice cubes out. and ash almost didn't have enough money. oh well.
had loads of fun with those two today although i didn't study at all. sei ah.
.lost.`@ 11:19 PM
Friday, September 09, 2005
went to study by myself before dance practice. then ash came along becos of pw had to meet david. sigh.
was so pissed at ash and kenny. maybe not kenny la cos ash was the one that said all the things. help people and this is what comments i get. sigh dun want to talk about it.
then so silly ash found out me deepest darkest secret!!! he had better not breathe a word to anyone or else i'll kill him. then maybe kill myself cos its too embarassing. should strike a deal with him like i did with fifi my master. *winks*
went for last day of gp crash course super late due to dance prac ended at 2.
after the lesson i went old chang kee to buy something to munch (super hungry never eat after dance) then walked past the tuition centre to my bus stop near ken's house. as i was walking i thought someone was following me but couldn't hear anything due to my backphones that were blasting really loudly. while waiting to cross the road, someone tap me from behind and it was this guy from my tuition. he told me he was waiting for me downstairs of the tuition centre (i think he didn't see me walk out to united square) and asked for my number!
my brain was a little slow i think. i was like "what you want it for." in my fierce tone. then i realised what he getting at. silly me. =P it would be so weird to say no right since he followed me all the way so no harm making more frens. give him lor.
and i told ash about it. not long after, kenny called telling me not to read whatever sms he sent and the next thing i knew, he was "oh ya, heard someone asked for your phone no." I got such a shock.
Is there NO secret between the three of us?!
and why are guys more blabbermouth than girls? well maybe only ash la. especially big mouth. =P and kenny got all silly asking me why i never tell him tell ash only.
what a valuable lesson learnt today. i never actually thought we were this close.
i should offically declare them as my good frens in school. yipee.
.lost.`@ 11:47 PM
Thursday, September 08, 2005
super high now!!!
crabpeople crabpeople!
haha stupid crabpeople from another south park video watched at kenny's house.
finished tuition at goldhill centre then went to find ash at kenny's house. stupid ash cheated me make me wait for him for nothing. told me he got some appointment wan me to go with him still say very fast. but in the end had to spend one hour in kenny's house watching south park and just chatting. and at the end of it all, his dental appointment wasn't even in novena. it was at outram park. still expect me to go with him. sheesh.
k so i went over to charm's house where yingmin was watching some cartoon and jasmine was reading magazine. cos i didn't eat anything from morning til 6, we ate some muffins. dunno where they bought it but its super nice and quite famous also. better find out.
after that did finish chem tys atomic structure mcq and left 2 more structured questions. then charm brought more food out. but the weird thing is her tv can only on it once. so we couldn't watch the tv cos she can't leave it on until her 9pm show.
after eating her mom's special marinated chicken wings which ying min didn't eat cos she doesn't eat chicken, me and jasmine got high. i started rattling on and on (one of the symptoms that i'm high) about absolutely nothing. so jasmine caught the fire and we went up to cheryl's room to check out her ncc uniform that is SO not up to standard. you see, cheryl is charm's sister that is our junior in ncc. all we can say is that the ncos after us SUCK!
k. must not get agitated over ncc. I'm supposed to be over it. right.
i seem to have some difficulty breathing lately. in the past when i run, i'll get chest pains. now even when i breathe in too deeply.
i think i'm dying.
you wish.
.lost.`@ 10:12 PM
today went to study in school library for less than 1 hour with yoona, ash, kenny, yixian and daps before yoona and i had to go off for dance.
and its interesting how me and james are like the main topic ash and kenny talk about to yoona. oh ya not to forget mao of course. main joke of like everyday!
5 of us have to do some weird chinese dance with some pink fans with extra cloth attached to it. its just plain weird. how are we gonna face the world after the mooncake festival performance.
oh ya, had a very interesting chat with yoo na while waiting for the instructor. seriously, your secret is so not save with me. i don't think it can be kept for long... *wink*
its like all of the sudden in this week, i've become like a lot closer to yoona than i ever thought i would be considering i'm so quiet in dance. not only that i also have been boombarded with weird questions and i am exposed unwillingly to some stuff about other people's relationship problems which is forwarded via sms to me.
its like a wirlwind out here. and i'm feeling super down now.
got to do gp tuition homework and i'm starting chem tuition now that they are beginning revision. never do any work lately now that i got no place to go study with the cc closed for renovation.
shucks. i'm starting to become a mugger like ash.
my weird wish that came true. eew.
.lost.`@ 5:15 PM
Monday, September 05, 2005
i really don't know what's wrong with me.
all i have been doing is study go church never do anything exercising or what-so-ever.
and my muscles are aching all over. and so i have been waking up later than i'm supposed to.
missed chem lesson today la... didn't get to see ms seah's wedding shots and all. sigh.
forgot to give out maths questions again. only give to myself and amirah and siewying who told me she can't do it cos she not coming due to sore eyes (another victim). then i just forgot to go back to it.
today we were just going on and on about james and abidah and kenny and yoona. and stupid kenneth and james was telling me to consider ash, go for maurice, and God knows which other guys i know. like i'm suppose 'go' for every single guy i meet. sheesh.
and me considering ash or vice versa is like yixian being vegeterian.
i think yoona is quite a good catch. most wanted bachelorette (spelling wrong i think) =P if i was lesbian i would rather go for her than abidah. IF i was.
go kenny!!!
.lost.`@ 6:24 PM
Sunday, September 04, 2005
hello.
went to study at the cc at 11am all alone cos charm and grace coming later.
i'm pretty amazed at myself. from 11am-7pm, i didn't doze off and i didn't even feel hungry to go for lunch. and me not feeling hungry is so not me.
did my maths t9.5. did finish whole of chem tys topic 1. did all the bio structured questions. did my maths revision for chapter 3 and 4 practising on the tutorial and tys questions. but all got blanks here and there...
wanted to go eat dinner with them. but my mom suddenly came over after her church and buying a mp3 for my 10yr old brother. asked me to go home with her. btw, why would a 10yr old boy need to have a mp3?? oh sheesh. but anyway got offer for headphones at $1 if you buy it and since i get the headphones, who cares what my bro does with it. =P
and kenny, must you neccessarily answer my questions on your blog? make me sound like i against catholics or something. jasmine has been explaining the praying to mother mary to me like tons of times cos she catholic also, but it still doesn't get into my thick head. i'll just go on asking why. which is not a bad thing either. i should be asking questions with regard to everything.
right. got to go eat dinner that my mother has enticed me to go home for. got ma po toufu and other nice food waiting for me.
.lost.`@ 8:00 PM
Saturday, September 03, 2005
woke up late again. duh.
met ash at the school library 1 hr later.
but anyways he expected it too so.
had spent 4 every productive hours. did loads of bio structured question and chem tys.
plus maths chapter 3. yay.
went home to rest a little and watch some hbo show called canivale. or something. quite nice.
then sis joe smsed me to meet her to talk. i was like super duper scared. talk? about what?
but it wasn't like i could escape from her she will find a time to sit me down and talk to me about my life and all. updates.
so i went to macs at serene to meet her, she started to chat with me. quite ok la not as bad as i expected. i told her about my busy schedule hence my listless look and no smile face. and explained that i'm not like that all the time. just in case she thinks i'm going through some problems or what.
but seriously as i talked to her, didn't really find anything wrong lately. other than studies which is all i want to focus on now. and the tests i've been failing.
oh ya. told her about me going to kenny's church. she said that in whatever case, i should be accountable to her and let her know if i'm going for some seminar at other churches. promised with james and ash to pei kenny to some youth seminar in december.
after that chat had to go church for cell. 'fan tong' wearing some formal long-sleeved shirt cos his serving. looks really off. and grace and yvette were acting all childish sitting in front of the door with her sandals on the table. ying min had the super sian look like me but we got over it.
its funny how when i see maurice's goofy smile i'll just crack up. and when i told him that he has a really goofy smile he was all "oh you know my class people mostly like goofy? seriously." and i laughed and said "ya, i never say i'm not taking you seriously." with my mind thinking
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oh well why am i even typing all this. i'm the one getting lame.
after service i was saying thank you to all the people serving with my act cute voice that kenny mimicks all the time. super high ma.
.lost.`@ 11:16 PM
Friday, September 02, 2005
today super slack. no gp cos david not in school.
got 2 hours of free time so stepped into the student lounge for the first time ever. boy it's really dirty.
and james was acting all weird again, especially he got some "tips" from ash and kenny about some stuff i should not reveal too much on.
oh yes before i forget. i should apologise to ash for slapping you so hard. but still i have to warn you and any other people. want to make fun of me or insult me can no problem.
BUT if you insult my parents or my friends or anyone else other than me, YOU HAVEN'T SEEN THE WORST. i slap even harder.
after chinese went to kenny's church with james and ash.
talking about catholic churches i have to say it was a real eye-opener. but i had a few questions in mind like for communion why don't they drink from the cup since they eat the bread??
and why pray to mother mary when you can pray directly to God? i mean yeah catholics pray to her becos she can help intercede for you but since Jesus is the only way, praying to her is just in my point of view, a way people buy a guarantee to make sure that their prayer lists get heard.
and since God is omipresent and all, why have some thingie to represent Him? since faith is not needing to see to believe that He is there, wouldn't you be tearing your faith down?
however this is all just my own point of view so please dun get offended. cos i seriously believe that catholics or christians,we still love and serve the same true God. there is not much difference actually, why do some people get all prejudiced and insult other churches practices??
.lost.`@ 8:50 PM
Thursday, September 01, 2005
woke up at 1230pm today only to realise i was suppose to be at junction 8 at the same time to meet my pw group to go to the children's home today.
what's new?
ash and all a bit pissed as usual but i can't help it la. woke up so early the day before and slept so late at night.
anyways we went over to carry out our project at canossaville children's home. we were allowed to video tape but must block out their faces to keep their identities confidential. quite fun la although i hope to have longer hours with them... 1 and 1/2 hours not a lot of time to get to interact and really bond with them. the boys were very ra-ra and enthu to play but the girls stick to each other. some gave the kind of look like they can't be bothered with what we were doing but nevertheless after a while they also joined in. i think the hardest part is to get them to be comfortable with us. probably just anti-social or intimidated with our age or just the fact that we are total strangers.
can't blame them anyways. cos i also would react like them as i myself quite introverted. come to think of it, when i was 11 12 years old it also wasn't say a very plesant time for me. quite a number of major things started to happen then... oh well.
after that me ash and pinkie went off to kenny's house to blade for 15 mins and then go macs to study. but we ended up blading for an hour.i'm a total numbskull at blading, never blade before in my life. had to constantly hold on to ash and kenny but i still fell quite a few times and knock onto a motorcycle parked at the side anyways. have a few bruises here and there...
yup so because of me we took a longer time than usual to go see bear and back. i think its really not my cup of tea. should stick to bicycle or other transportation with bigger wheels.
went to macs at united squareto eat then do bio mcq. but only a few pages not very productive i must say. do and talk and eat until it was 10. then decided to go home. while walking out kenny went to play at the fountain so we played along. but pinkie wearing jeans so she stayed out of this. i was all dry when suddenly kenneth chong decided to drag me over to those taller sprouts and got half of me wet. and stupid ash must have enjoyed that very moment.
now at the comfort of my home nursing my bruises. and going to watch oc. nights!!
.lost.`@ 11:25 PM
