Saturday, August 27, 2005
today went to study with ash in school library. didn't really accomplish much only did maths and studied bio. after that we went to novena to eat with kenny. and our bet is off cos i hit him again. but i dun need to treat him to the movie maid so its better off this way. he super bad la, start to pick fights with me after i admit i'm always the first one that starts fighting. evil.
anyways went over his house to watch southpark. about michael jackson. really funny when he says "no thats ignorant, you're being ignorant." and poor blanket. oh ya kenny died as usual in it.
wanted to learn to blade but got to go for cell, so we going his house again on tuesday i think to blade. watch me fall.
super irritated with my mother. i came home after church on a really high mood cos i felt really touched by God in service today. wanted to go eat with maurice and yingmin, but she sms told me to come straight home. then before i sleep she started insulting my ministry saying that if it is good i wouldn't have liked a non-christian guy in the first place. and started saying that i stayed in kfc because of him. i'm like firstly if you want to talk christian with me you wouldn't have insulted my church. it shows how bad your church is for you too. and she has no right to judge other people and their churches. she hasn't been there how would she know if God is not moving in His own ways there? besides, the ministry can't do anything much if the individual insists on not doing their time alone with God. and there are other factors that affect the relationship of God and me. and its not like i'm not doing anything to salvage it. she's only gonna make things worse.
i held myself back from screaming at her cos i know i have to be filial to her. even Jesus doesn't talk back to mary although He knows that He is the Son of God. i must follow Him!
Wo ren!!!
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