lost.*

the lost soul.

+simone aw
+nineteen
+twenty-third june
+NUS science
+YJC
+SCGS
+reading swimming myMP3
+Fila bag


birthdays

daphne 06.01.86
james 11.01.87
amin 25.02.91
carmen 27.03.88
shoulian 28.03.88
tin 29.03.88
yuenshein 30.03.88
yenling 24.04.88
ken 25.05.87
ash 28.05.88
mich 02.07.88
van 25.09.88
jasmine 29.09.88
grace 02.10.88
felicia 10.12.88
amanda 19.12.88


flashbacks

February 2005 March 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 March 2007 October 2007 May 2008 October 2008

dandelions

kenny
ash
yixian
kevin
james
fifi
yinghui
popiah
124
amanda
sadistgayjeenyus
sccell
newcell
jasmine
shoulian
yingmin
travellers
simone.me.

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lost.

status: dying.bored.dead.
Sunday, October 14, 2007

I've had a long tired day last night.
After making cookies at ying min's place I asked James if he wanted to taste it since he's now working towards being a chef and all and we talk about cooking and stuff together. Then I did my homework until about 1 plus in the morning and I went off to sleep. Apparently, 15mins after I dozed off, Kenny called using James' phone. I told them I needed to sleep and I couldn't go out now but they insisted on coming over to Bishan just to get the cookies. So I thought ok, we'll just meet downstairs, talk at the void deck for a while then I can go back to bed.
So I told my sister that I'll be downstairs for a while and it wouldn't take long. She insisted on latching the door when she's done but I finally persuaded her not to.
Then James drove over in this really nice car [but that's beside to point] to my place and I got in. But then they changed their mind and decided to go to the nearby 24hr Macs at J8. So we drove there, only to realize that the 24hr Macs near the interchange was closed down long ago and its now a 24hr foodcourt. So we sat there and they ordered some food and we chatted for a while.
That's when the death call came. My sister called asking me to get back home now but we couldn't leave right away. So she scolded me saying how I've made her wait for me like an idiot [when I didn't ask her to wait. I just told her not to latch the door] and that I'm a liar cos I said I'll only be downstairs [which wasn't my fault it was theirs] and that she has latched the door anyway and gone off to bed. Well, Kenny and James didn't believe that she was seriously going to do that but we hurried anyway and went back. They waited downstairs to make sure that I could get in but apparently my sister wasn't kidding. She locked the door. I called everyone I could call in my house except my parents of course but no one picked up. It was already 3 plus.
So I went back down to meet them and they were apologizing for what happened. Even James' mom who heard about what happened scolded him for doing this to me. He suggested going somewhere else since I had to wait for my maid to wake up at 6. But I decided to just go to the playground nearby to wait. So he parked his car, tore his parking coupon and we walked over. Just then, my sister smsed me saying that she unlatched the door already. So luckily I didn't heed James' suggestion or else I would have really incurred the wrath of my sister. So before 4am, I managed to slip back home without my parents' knowing.
My sister asked me if I went anywhere else and when I told her I just went J8 and downstairs, she said softly in chinese 'not fun one.' My brain stoned at that moment. FUN? So you purposely did that just to see if I would run off with 2 guy frens and stay at their house or do something stupid? I was so pissed off at that woman. I seriously felt like telling her do that next time or complain to my parents and I'll tell them and your boyfriend about your lesbian relationship you once had you little bitch.
But just like I always do, I kept quiet. I'm really sick of her flaring up at me for nothing. Even earlier at dinner she would always drag me down when my parents scold her. Her most often use of rebuttal is 'Why you never scold simone when she do this? why only scold me?' She so doesn't have the right to scold me. Even if I go out late in the night. She goes clubbing all the time. She doesn't even bother to come home most of the times although my mom would leave the door unlatched for her. Maybe I'll show her what its like when she's out at night next time.


.lost.`@ 8:08 PM