Sunday, January 22, 2006
i am so sick and tired.
sometimes i wish i could be like the both of them. shrug responsibilities away. but no. i'm not gonna be like them.
I'm the third in the family. but sometimes i just don't understand why i'm acting like the oldest one in the family. my maid had an minor accident today. so my mom went with her to the hospital to give her a thorough check-up in case of any concussions or whatever.
so we have to settle dinner ourselves. my brother who is suppose to be the best in cooking, chose to continue to play his computer game and my sister who can also do cooking just rattled on at him.
fine. i'll cook. then we have to go downstairs to buy somemore food. my brother doesn't want to, my sister started screaming at him for not doing anything. so i went down.
after that i also washed the dishes and all since i just can't stand the mess.
i feel like telling my sister, "how different are you from him? if you really cared, you wouldn't waste your time screaming and fighting with him and just go down and buy the food. simple."
the two of them keep having the mindset of "why me?!"
can't they just get that selfish thought out of their head?
.lost.`@ 7:28 AM
